laptop dead on 27-11-12

what is happening?

I sent myself to Olympic Hospital today. It's introduce by a teacher from Taiwan. The doctor is a Taiwanese too. Easier for communication. What makes me so brave to sent mysf there? if not, i will die...

He said injection needed. I was stuck for a second. He said: "you scare?" I replied:"yes". Unlike Malaysia's doctor. He told me it'll pain. the way he hold the needle is just like holding pen. the alcohol cotton bud not evenly touch my skin, "plot", in a second the needle goes in to my skin! then he said will be very pain.... n yes it's! he said "ur hand will be no energy for whole day!" and again it's. damn painful, but is the first time i meet a doctor who didnt lie.... he told me all fact...

tried to switch on my laptop but failed.... 27/11/12, my laptop dead! i did beat it yesterday due to frustration as the keyboard is spoiled and the "c" kept came out and interrupt my typing.   all memories gone. all saved files gone.... whatever he left for me gone!!! can i kill mysf? how can this happened on me?! who can explain this to me? y clean my memory from my pc but not clean my brain? i hope i can lost memory if this must happened on me!

damn sad! but what can i do?